zzz.
Let's see, what have i done in the past 48 hours.
I would say.. about 40 hours game, 8 hours study. -_-
and best friend just left for holiday without saying bye ;( hmmpphh. she better bbuy stuff back.
Meh, i dont like the pressure of having done well and hence expected to do well again. For instance in the last week of school, during the last PE lesson, my teacher was like:
"Ok all of you study hard for block test 2 ah"
then he saw me and
"alan dont study so hard, give the others a chance"
=X lololol. yea i know it was kinda intended as a joke. but it's like.. assumed that i will do well if i study. what if i made alot of careless mistakes? what if i cant remember everything? what if i just can't solve the questions during the exam?
I always preferred to work towards a goal - e.g. dont do that well initially, and strive for better grades (e.g. my Common test in J1 when i got E for math) . There is less pressure to perform, and there is more motivation for improvement. I always think it's easier to improve than it is to maintain a standard.
sigh.
btw i watched 'blades of glory' last night at cathay (so cheap $6.50) with some church peeps. the show is SUPER FUNNY! hahaha. was laughing my ass off most of the show. but i think it's quite crude and have no idea why it's only rated 'PG'. Alot of sexual references (a sex addict club wth?!? funny like hell though) and ... sex-related stuff. bad for kiddies :S
But for a good laugh, i'll highly recommend it. =D
IRON LOTUS
